A message to all my readers.....

Opinions clash, not only with others but even when you are questioning your own believes and morals.

Finding peace with yourself is not just a onetime process, you find yourself doing that daily with every big or small decision that you make. It’s easy to pacify yourself on being lazy everyday and convincing yourself that it’s self care. Don’t be a victim to your own trap. Sometimes you have to make decisions that push you and make you uncomfortable and those things always elevate you. I’m not perfect and I have a long way to go. This year the only person I found difficulty in dealing with was none other than myself, my positive hyper active side always fought with my negative lazy side. Props to the one's who were beside me always ,who knew my patterns and broke them, the one's who are never afraid to point out my faults, those who stuck with me through years, those who I met only once or twice throughout the year and had all love for me and those who are miles away , who I never met and just their simple lifestyle ,positive thought process and different approach to life influenced me to turn my point of view at life in general. Special thanks to #TeamRabia for being loyal and disciplined in their respective work.Thanks to all of you for being there for both my chaotic and calm days.

Here are a few lines to what my positive side felt fighting with my negative self….

Going through all this pain

Made believe through all these days

All the choices I have made

Were for me but not for me

I built myself up just to watch me go down

And see how that feels

But I know when I’ll find myself

I’ll be proud for who I’ve become

And how you can’t affect me

And that day you’ll be helpless and give up

I’ll be away from all my doubts

I’ll be so far away,

That you can’t hurt me

So I’ll fight you till I reach my destiny

- love , Rabia